I will be the first to admit that in the past I was a whore. Freely giving myself sexually to anyone that appeared to care for me, when in truth they were out for the passion of the moment. Through this tempering I became jaded and came to care even less about myself.
I can't point to the exact time, date, or event that changed things, but I made a conscious decision to put that part behind me. I have really slowed down, but even after trying to go cold turkey I still sometimes engage in the activities of the past. Through them I find that I was so foolish to ever think that the likes of them could receive me in my entirety. The situation depreciates further when I attempt to meet them on their terms but still end up on the short end of the stick.
No longer will I accept this. That which was holding me back is being deleted today, so farewell to you losers!!
yay!!!! i think you should go cold turkey again...as I have lol.
ReplyDeletePS come work out with me one day