Yea, umm about that

I know I was supposed to be putting myself off of sex until 2010, but temptation got the best of me. AND BOY WAS IT GOOD!!! I really could have lost myself in the moment, giving up the penultimate treasure of penetration but my rationale was working hard to prevent me. I wanted to so badly, but I am equally glad that I didn't because once the climax was reached, I was able to see clearly. This was nothing but a jump off type thing and I respect myself too much to lose my 'virginity' to a nameless spectre.

I had some sort of vision while 'gettin it in'. It took me back to Yu-Yu Hakusho and the Chapter Black Saga. The main antagonist, Sensui, was later revealed to have 7 different personalities that had different archetypes. I forgot all the details for their creation (note to self: re-visit The Chapter Black Saga), and its not really necessary for the point I am about to present: What if each one of us carried 7 personalities inside, each embodying a different type of deadly sin (Greed, Lust, Sloth, Gluttony, Envy, Pride, Wrath). You have to agree that situations arise where using one of these forces would prove to be very beneficial to us. And it doesn't have to be the most extreme form of the sin, just enough of it that takes us out of our equilibrium and aligns us with one them. I would think that yesterday's occurrence definitely put me in line with Lust. I could have given in and let it possess me, fulfilling latent desires and partaking in carnal pleasure. It would have been a very fond memory for me, but I am glad I held to myself.

If nothing else, this entry could definitely be used as the plot point for a wicked storyline. (something to ponder)