Blame it on the... 04062009

Alcohol, it lowers my inhibitions and opens the emotional floodgates that I work so diligently to uphold. I will not go into detail my reasons (read older posts for that) but know that I keep them well hidden for a reason. With the happy juice coursing through my veins, I am more apt to divulge the warm center of my being. One would think that this is a positive, but given my fragile emotional self, I often find the reason why I lock that part up in the first place.