'Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame'
These words were spoken to me through the medium of a video game trailer and in my approaching melancholy mood, I researched the song and found that it was so good. If I could dance, this would be the perfect song to perform a lyrical dance. I have hurt myself, but it wasn't just today. It has been a chronic disorder where I find hurt myself by trying to heal myself. Senseless conquest, pouring my emotional self into people, and running off into the distance to escape responsibilities.
'Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me'
When will I have this friend? I have been walking around this track for 2 years now, two long years of being alone but maintaining the facade that everything is fine. And just when I thought I had something different, it turned out to be more of the same. For once could someone breathe me?
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