So in the past couple of weeks I have entertained a few men in my life but I arrive at the same conclusion about the situations I have placed myself. I always feel cramped and annoyed by them and their actions. The constant calling, texting, messaging, it becomes overbearing for me. I do not believe that we should be communicating every hour on the hour if we are just getting to know each other. I am perfectly fine with a late night check in, and if the situation calls for it, tell me when something exciting happens. But you will not hit me up before 9 am saying that I was on your mind. I usually don't even operate before 10 so you are really committing a sin against my personality by thinking you are so important to hit me up at that time.
I am tired of running into the same old dudes. The characters change but the stories stay the same. Everyone is just looking for something to get off to, something that satisfies them for the moment and nothing more. I desire more and deserve more.
I am have become annoyed with myself. I am on these sites that attract this caliber of man, the type that I thought could be molded but I am always reminded and that people are who they are, I can not change them, nor can they change me. The Lord has made a move on my spirit, and I need to take heed, its time for me to get off the sites and focus on being a better me. I have things to focus on, being held by another should not be one of them. Time to adopt a business mindset, if its not about my financial, spiritual, or artistic future, then it does not concern me!
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